Monday, May 25, 2009

My Mother

Hi Pals..This is My first Post...
I can Say...This is my first writing too...Bear me if any thing wrong...

This is one of the real incident which took place in my life...juz wanna share wid u people...

I am Psychology student, Undergoing some meditation and spiritual classes for some 4 years,but not well trained since, still 'm a dump one. Once there is a Spiritual meeting held in Arumbakkam ,Chennai,organised by Some Volunteer Organization,My Masters are invited for that, usually i will bug my gurus by asking them sillly questions and i am the one who not satified with them still now.( that the reason still ia m not trained) so they thought it will better to get me those places to get good knowledge where the great number of scholars r will be there. They said and i happily agreed.

Lots of Gurus and Scholars are visited and honoured that wonderful meeting..i guess that is one of my biggest meeting ever i attend in so far days. Its Very Very powerfull meeting. I forget everything, even its day or night cant found, mesmerising every one there.

One a point,discussion came on topic of how humans become slaves to money, how they deceiving, cheating others in order to get that, how pityful ,they degrading themselves to earn the lifeless sheet of paper and so on, and On the amid of that meeting,Smawi Vijendra ji...one of the Guru, started a question , if god suddenly appears in before u asking the question,who will u choose me or money...? Every one said to start we will choose god..and also reason for that... even my gurus said the same. U know always a foolish one will try to show some kinda genius he is....there is also a guy there with that same qualitiy...none other than me :-)...Question came to me...

Whom will u choose money or god???
i juz simply asked how much money he can offer??? Entire meeting hall came to silent with that question..My mastered started to worry that again i am started something which going to degrade his ashramam reputaion and spoil his name.Then Swamiji raised his eyesbrows and said infinity amount...with his own style of body language...i started to smile by seeingmy master's face...poor master in anger and frustation his eyes got red, forgetting he is sadhu... i laughed my self in my heart as usual...then i said i will choose money. Finished off, cant see my master's face , become reddish in anger doing some thing silly..started to scold me loudly , abusing me continously..like that same swamiji said..."yes there is some people who need still faecal even we offering fruit to them like this people but god will save them"... in his Unique language

After that, asked me say the reason...while i am started...asked me to come on the stage to deliver that..my master interupted and apoligized for me but they wont leave me. i went on to the stage.

Swamiji said God created u ...God given this life to u ... he is only the happiness , true one in this world and asked y u choose money...i remained silently...again asked money is not the way for eternality...why do i chose money....still remained silently...and finally he said that i came to realize that what mistake i done, that's made me speechless. agin asked"" Now say me , whom will u chose Money or God"?? Crowd started to shout God, again i said money... Every one got irritated...Even Swamiji lost is patience,asked Big Y? I said simply i chose what i dont have....


Every One became Silent...then i started to Explain...
I CHOSE WHAT I DONT HAVE...
I CHOSE WHAT I DONT HAVE...
i have a real god...who is greater than all u said ....

i asked swamiji, Accoding to sastras ,does god will feed for one who is sluggard..?
Swamiji said No.

Does god will forgive someone who commiting sin with intention and stable knowledge?
Swamiji said No

Then i said Even god cant save us all the time...in all the suituation....To be COntionued....